No matter how you roll the dice- dating and love is a game. There are two people and the outcome is contingent upon the actions of the players involved.
Bittersweet.
I think i will jump off the rollercoaster for the time being, concentrating on that which needs to be done to get me settled into my new life I am creating for myself.
So far it's a good place.
I am more happy and content now than I have been in a very long time. I have finally realized my life is based upon the choices I make for myself, I will try my damndest to make the right ones. Can't always be sure though. I'm not afraid to put myself out there, I am fortunate for that ability.
If you don't try it now, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.
I pick him up next Friday, so begins another chapter. I am really looking forward to this one. As it should be.
